Is it bad that I live in a republican family?

I 16 and still haven't found what political group I really belong to. The family are harsh down republicans and I find that extremely embarring. why I can't find my place is since my democratic view is that I respect gay rights. my republican side is that I believe abortion is horrible to babies, epically if you want a baby really bad. Making me in a republican family make me feel dim witted, redneck and phobic, which I am neither. What should I do. Will I still be respected even If I live in a republican family?